Clap your hands say yeah

Today has been a rather good day. Though I didn't wanna get up this morning because I was tired and cranky. But as the day went on, it just got progressively better.

Firstly my first lecture in ten days - Take Care of My Cat was the film today - a film about 5 Korean girls who make every attempt to stay as friends by meeting up every month, but one feels totally neglected and isolated by her friends that she strays away from them. Unfortunately her grandparents die (her parents died when she was young) in a roof collapsing in their shanty town home. The police thought she did it seeming as she was the "sole survivor", but she attacked an policeman and ended up in juvenile hall. I found the film to be quite interesting, particularly as it can simply be related back to Western cultures.

Secondly, my therapy appointment was one of the best I've had since I started going. I told my therapist that she kinda used a shock tactic on me to go see the doctor about clinical depression. Told her I felt like crap since she told me, but in the last few days I had been fine. She said she was sorry for doing such a thing and it was never her intention. And it wasn't her opinion to tell me to seek help. It was on the advice she gets from her supervisor. The strangest thing was - I never said to her "It's ok" or "Don't worry about it". I'm usually like this with people when they are sorry to me, but it didn't happen today. Not that I don't trust her, but this time I knew she was wrong to go about things that way. During the session, I just couldn't wipe the smile off my face. Although I did die down from when I had to talk about my housemates (something about negative energy there). After that I told her about the past, and how Ashley is helping me lots through everything and that we've both changed for the better in the last year or so. She seemed happy and we had a bit of a laugh and it was good. I even left ten minutes early because I had nothing else on my mind.

Thirdly - I got the script back I wrote in the first semester, got 56. It's not great but it's good. Richard Shaw, someone related very well to British TV, marked my script. Unfortunately he found the relationship between father and son in the script wasn't developed enough (I had 30 pages to cram everything in!) But he was impressed with some of the visuals I used and my effective structuring. Looking over his comments, I never really thought about the negative aspect of it. Everything seemed to be quite positive and the script I could just rework on and just expand it further. Shame I didn't get a higher mark though.

I was wired to do some work today but I ended up watching films and playing games today. So that wasn't good. So press on tomorrow. Which reminds me that my dissertation tutor wants to see me about my work and where I'm heading to next on my chapter. To be honest, my work seems a muddle there; I'm just writing down everything I can think of before putting it in chapters etc. Not a good way but helps me in a way I only understand.

Ashley - I love you. Although we didn't get to talk much, you were very much on my mind today. It was cute when Kaylin came ooooover - me and her just seem to get on quite nicely. Assuming that I have a mental age of 2.3 years. I wouldn't doubt it that's for sure!! I hope you had fun at the play - I wish I could have gone with you. But tis bed time now. And puppy must sleep to keep his looks *awink*. I love you. Sweet dreams my darling baby. Niiiiiiiiiight.

Rest your head sleepy one, night time is here now.