Brief update

This place is just painful sometimes. So I'm gonna keep it brief - using bullet points!:

• Went down to Brick Lane in London to see a man about an internship. Did I get it? No, because the idea got in my way. Nevertheless, I'm still going to help them as they get through this long stage of building up their company.
• I didn't get the Film London internship - how shitty.
• I feel like crap - I've got writer's block and bloggers blog and pretty much all round crappiness is affecting it.
• Misunderstandings fucking suck. Full stop.
• Having my feelings disregarded also sucks.
• Catching up with an old school friend - very good.
• Feeling left out reminds me of being at uni and just staying in my room.
• Going back to uni this weekend to see friends...Kinda scared. Too painful.
• People I've left behind - hard to get in touch with them or they don't reply back to txt messages.
• I suck at getting in touch with people, so I do apologise.
• Letting go of all bad things - difficult.

This pretty much sums it all up.

I suck.

Night. Hope you're all well.