The big fuck yous.

Sorry for the harsh tone but it's been too manic here over the last few weeks. Again, I'm gonna have to be using bullet point form because the depth of the reasons why I'm so fucking angry are really quite long, I don't think I have the patience for it. So here we go:

• My parents almost got a divorce. My dad was so hell bent on doing it, but apparently he "learned his lesson" and has vowed not to smoke or gamble. My opinion...Fuck him. He's done this before and why my mum has decided to forgive him is beyond me.
  
• I've now fallen out of with my sister because she also is a bitch.
• I've not spoken to my brother for over a month.
• I went to one of my best friend's house last week and noticed how well they get on. Yeah, our family definitely doesn't have that.
• We got a new cat, I call her Georgie, everybody else has their own names for her. She's partially deaf, which my parents find extrememly hard to believe.
• My script writing started up again, it's going ok so far. I've lost my inspiration and knack for it as I'm doing some transcribing work for a friend of a friend. Hard work, good pay.
  
• Went up to Sheffield about a month ago. Did I have a good time? Hmmm, not really. Everything was just a mess. I had a good chat with a few people, but in the end I had just had enough. This made me reconsider my journey to my graduation ceramony in November. I'm still going, family is not going...So I'll be alone there.
• Times I've thought about doing stuff to myself...Erm... I lost count but it was pretty low.
  
• Is therapy helping - yes.
  
• Is it time for escape?...Yeah near abouts.

Hope you're all well. I know it's been a long time since the last update. But I've neglected most things lately.