Life is like Lego Bricks

You know what you're building towards, but sometimes you just get plain stuck.

I've been feeling like this for the past few weeks, but I can never understand why I'm suddenly in this position without fighting myself. I'm fucking off the whole update on my life thing because I'm bored of my life. But I shall say - I finally have a job at a post production facility in Soho - yay.

I've been on anti-depressants since February/March - I quit the whole scene of therapy because it only made me feel better for a day and then shit for the rest of the week - and they worked out really well. But since i started this job, I've been too busy to go pick up some more. I've been off them now for sometime and I can feel myself drifting off to other places. My mind is slowly falling apart and I'm struggling to piece it all back together. It's not the first time it has happened, and I doubt it will be the last.

I've not seen my friends who I don't work with for such a long time and I miss them. If you are reading this I do apologise for lack of appearances anytime anything has been planned. I understand this is the working life, and I'm in an industry that deals with working long hours, but sometimes you just need time to yourself before you fucking explode.

I'm gonna leave it at this because my brain has suddenly diverted its attentions to something else. This is how my life is.

I do hope you're all well. Let me know how youa re.